Paralyzed

No one knows where I go
by myself, high and low
I try to find, find my place 
but I just lie, to myself 
 
I know I've tried to be just like the others 
the others I 
try to get their jokes and to uncover, uncover why
why I gotta wake up in the morning to realize  
that I'll never be just like the others  
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
 
I watch you all, fake your smiles 
And as I go, you criticize 
I know I try, way to hard 
every day, to feel I'm a part
 
I know I've tried to be just like the others 
the others I 
try to get their jokes and to uncover, uncover why
why I gotta wake up in the morning to realize  
that I'll never be just like the others 
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
 
If I could change who I am 
I wouldn't change nothing 
cause it's a part of being being me 
and I've learnt something by the way you talking
that you're not the one thing I'm trying to be 
 
trying to be
but I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
I'm paralyzed
 
I know I've tried to be just like the others 
try to get their jokes and to uncover,
why I gotta wake up in the morning to realize  
that I'll never be just like the others 
I'm paralyzed

Written by Julia Viktoria Engborg, Clara Hagman, Music by Henrik Moreborg. Copyright © C. Hagman/J.V.  Engborg/H. Moreborg/Catapult Music Group